Down The Rabbit Hole : 2013 Meltdown

I totally understand Britney Spears 2007 meltdown.

In November 2013 I hit my breaking point.

My mother had passed in April  and after I went on auto pilot . 

I put my feelings aside and did what I had to do .

I moved in with a family member in a unfamiliar town 

Started school again and was looking for love in all the wrong places ( blogpost going soon)  

One day I had enough and didn't know what to .  

It felt like my whole world was crashing around me 

I had no control over my life . 

My depression was at a all time high so I cut my hair . 

I almost shaved myself bald but I stopped when started to see scalp.

When I saw all there hair I had cut off I bursted into tears

Not because of the loss of hair but because I felt like a weight had been lifted . 

I was finally in control of something 

My life was in a millions pieces . 

My life had made a whole 180 

but sadly that wasn't my lowest point 

xoxo 

Brittany Morgan