I totally understand Britney Spears 2007 meltdown.
In November 2013 I hit my breaking point.
My mother had passed in April and after I went on auto pilot .
I put my feelings aside and did what I had to do .
I moved in with a family member in a unfamiliar town
Started school again and was looking for love in all the wrong places ( blogpost going soon)
One day I had enough and didn't know what to .
It felt like my whole world was crashing around me
I had no control over my life .
My depression was at a all time high so I cut my hair .
I almost shaved myself bald but I stopped when started to see scalp.
When I saw all there hair I had cut off I bursted into tears
Not because of the loss of hair but because I felt like a weight had been lifted .
I was finally in control of something
My life was in a millions pieces .
My life had made a whole 180
but sadly that wasn't my lowest point