Wednesday, July 4, 2018

New Life

Sitting here on July 4th frustrated , confused , and lost
Something I've been feeling for a while now and it shows on my blog
 I haven't been writing, I always plan on writing but never do
Crazy thing is I love writing but sometime I let fear get in the way of my goals
I made so many plans for myself this year and it feels like everything is crumbing around me
Everyday feels like the same thing
Work, Home, Work, Home
That's all I do 
Hell that's all I can afford to do 
Something has to change
New Adventures
New Goals
New Life
I need to get out of my robotic life and be the change I need
And to not just talk about changing and actually doing it 
Thank you for still hanging in here with me 
I love you all

Brittany Morgan

Saturday, May 19, 2018

The Power Of Love

I'm so happy I woke up a 4am to watch this wedding
Listening to Bishop talking about love really had me thinking
Watching the way Harry looked at Meghan melted heart
Don't you just love , love
I've been following Harry and Meghan's stories since it was announced 
Some may think I'm crazy but this is history
My melanin sister has just married a prince 
May God Bless the Duke and Duchess of Sussex 

Brittany Morgan 

Tuesday, May 1, 2018

May Goal

April Update

Schedule More Post- I was able to get more post scheduled it felt good to share with you guys letting my readers in more

Save Money- Money has been saved. I'm excited to grow my savings

Purge My Closet - I've thrown away and donated more clothes.I don't plan on buying more clothes until I lose more weight

Read 1 Book- I finally finished a Wrinkle In Time. Now I'm ready to see the movie ( I have to wait til it comes and on Blu- ray now) 

May Goals

1. Apply For A New Job
No I am not jobless but I really want to leave my current job. I am thankful to have a job but my current job is soul sucking. 

2. Post More On Instagram
I have 3 instagram I am running 
Perfectly Imperfect Brittany - My main IG for the blog
Perfectly Imperfect Planning - An IG dedicated to my planner
Makeup And Dress Down- This is a new IG dedicated to makeup and soon fashion I wanted to post all things beauty on this IG. 
I want to post at least once or twice a week on each
I think that is reasonable

3. Read 1 Book
I'm liking one book a month thing
I've missed taking time out the day and escaping into a book and just relaxing 

4. Work out at 30 minutes to 1 hour a day 
I might give myself a rest day in there but I want to do daily workout even if it is something simple like going for a walk or dancing in room ( one of faves)
Dancing has been a great workout for me I see the pounds falling off ( update coming next month )

What are some of your goals this month ?

Brittany Morgan 

Monday, April 16, 2018

Workout Playlist

I do a lot at home workouts
I need  motivating and high tempo songs during my workout 
I recent curated a playlist that keeps my heart rate going and keeps me going 

1. I Like It -Cardi B
2. The Break Up -Machine Gun Kelly
3. What A Bam Bam - Amara La Negra
4. Once Upon A Time- Mariahlynn
5. Sorry Not Sorry - Demi Lovato
6. All In My Head - Fifth Harmony
7. Bartier Cardi- Cardi B
8. Perm- Bruno Mars
9. Dance(ASS)- Big Sean
10. Piece Of Me - Britney Spears
11. Finesse(Remix)- Bruno Mars/ Cardi B
12. New Rules - Dua Lipa
13. Faded - Kanye West
14.Humble Kendrick Lamar
15. Havana - Camila Cabello

Whats on your workout playlist ?

Brittany Morgan 

Friday, April 13, 2018

The Single Life

I've been "single" for a year now
I put it in quotations because I've dipped back a few cold nights
We want two different things right now so it was time to cut all ties

I went on a date a couple weeks ago and it was very lack luster
The conversation wasn't there. I did most of the talking
But decided to part ways and wished the best for each other

No Tinderfella for me
I contemplate deleting my tinder on a daily
But honestly it fills my time sometimes swiping left and right
But its time for it to go
Dating scares me sometimes
It think my biggest fear is wasting my time
Investing my time into someone who doesn't want me
Or only wants one thing from me

There is nothing wrong with having a little fun
But I want someone who wants my mind and soul and just not my body
And that is so hard to find these days
Everyone just wants to hook up and act like they are in a relationship but not really
Confusing right ?
I tried the whole friends with benefit things and its not for me
Is it sad I want something meaningful , something real?

Maybe its not my season to date
Its not time
Its not my time to date
Its my time to focus on me
My career
My life
Just Being Brittany

It took me while to figure that out

Brittany Morgan

Wednesday, April 11, 2018

Almost 30 And Not Married

If you asked 18 year old Brittany
I would have been married by now working on my second baby 
When I think about those plans I had for myself I laugh
Though those things sound wonderful I haven't come across anyone in my life 
I want to take that journey with 
I thought I met the one 
The one I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with
But I finally took off the rose colored glasses and saw the truth
I was putting him in a position he didn't want to be in 
Sometimes I felt like he tried to be the man I wanted him to be
because he cared but he wasn't ready for it
And to be honest I wasn't either
I'm not the woman I want to be 
Not in my career 
Not living the life I want 
I'm still on the journey of finding myself
I'm excited to see where life takes me 

Brittany Morgan

Monday, April 9, 2018

75 Pounds To Go

I have a great opportunity coming my way but I want to lose weight before it happens

I'm currently sitting at 375 lbs
By October 24th I want to be at 300 lbs or lower
I know I can reach that goal
I've never been so determine in my life to lose this weight
I have cut so many things from my diet already

This is the start of a new journey in my life
Fresh Start
I will do monthly updates
I'm excited to see where this journey will lead me

Brittany Morgan