I've never really been this openly emotional person in a relationship .
I use to keep everything bottled up
But now I can't even keep one in.
I've been more open about talking about how I feel and truly allowing someone in .
I'm truly vulnerable and that scares the hell out me .
I can really get hurt.
I pray I don't have to see that cause I've never allowed myself to let myself get hurt by a man.
The flood gates are open .