How Do You Mend A Broken Heart?

Having someone in tour life for 2 years to now nothing is devastating 

I know my post have been inconsistent but my heart hasn't been into PIB

I've been trying to mend my broken heart 

Some mornings I woke up in tears because I no longer had my best friend 

It took a while for me to waking up and he not be the first thing I thought about

Waking up hoping it was all just a dream 

But I was living my nightmare

I would plan out he things I would say to him if I ever saw him around town

Faking smiles at work just in case he walked by I wanted him to think I was happy without him

" I get so lonely I forget what I'm worth , We get so lonely for pretend that this works" (SZA)

I held onto something that wasn't working. Allowing myself to constantly to get hurt and becoming the woman I told myself I never would.

Never Say Never

I've finally had my Cristina Yang epiphany 

Though I haven't accomplish all that she has but I have career to work towards 

I gave up on so much because i was sad and hurting 

I have to remember to put myself first

I have to put my passion first

I've failed my reader

 Ive failed myself

I set so many goals for myself this year and I haven't accomplished one

But its not too late 

Starting over at Step 1 and I will achieve them 

See you soon 

Brittany Morgan