My Development Year

I'm in my development year.

This may sound crazy to most but I'm taking to focus solely on me, on my craft

I've been on dating apps for the past couple months and it has been an epic fail

I've attracted the same time of men.

Either the let's get in a relationship after hello men or lets fuck without the hello

After many encounters like this I think its my ora, my vibe that is attracting these type of men to me

I'm deleting all my apps ,they are no longer needed.

I really need to work on myself

I need to work on the woman I deserve to be

I hold myself back a lot out of fear of the unknown.
I've held myself back from my personal growth
I've come up with so many ideas
Sitting here at almost 30 I need focus on myself 
At times I focus all my energy on others and helping them and I leave myself with nothing 
 I need to take a leap and major changes in my life
My focus now is my health, happiness and peace