It Was Only Just A Dream

All I want to do is sleep 

Sleep so I can see them 

So I can have a moment of false happiness 

The past week I've been having amazing dreams 

Just for a moment I get to " live " the life I always wanted 

My parents alive , healthy and together 

If only that all was true 

In what universe does someone lose both parents a little bit over a year apart 

There was so much more learning and guidance I needed 

So much more love I had to give and to receive 

So many more memories to be had . 

Like that special moment when that special someone ask my father for my hand in marriage 

Going wedding dress shopping with my mother 

Or having her there to coach me through while I give birth to my child . 

Just thinking about all the memories that could've been had 

But it was only just a dream 

Xoxo

Brittany