Wednesday, April 11, 2018

Almost 30 And Not Married

If you asked 18 year old Brittany
I would have been married by now working on my second baby 
When I think about those plans I had for myself I laugh
Though those things sound wonderful I haven't come across anyone in my life 
I want to take that journey with 
I thought I met the one 
The one I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with
But I finally took off the rose colored glasses and saw the truth
I was putting him in a position he didn't want to be in 
Sometimes I felt like he tried to be the man I wanted him to be
because he cared but he wasn't ready for it
And to be honest I wasn't either
I'm not the woman I want to be 
Not in my career 
Not living the life I want 
I'm still on the journey of finding myself
I'm excited to see where life takes me 

Brittany Morgan

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