Staying focused on this weight loss plan is so hard .
Especially when sometimes I just want to stay in bed , eat junk food and watch netflix.
Sad right ?!
I haven't got my gym membership yet but I will in couple weeks ( got some bills to pay first )
But I have working out at home .
I've been taking advantage of the free resources I have available to me . Like all the many work out videos on youtube and the free workout dvds at my local family video .
I also just go walking and get a sweat going with that .
I haven't weighed myself yet and I probably won't for another week or so . I want to keep putting in the work before i see where I am .
I realize I like working out alone .
I like to be in my zone and get it done .
I've been sticking to the gallon of water a day . ( that has me running to the bathroom all the time )
There is always so much temptation around me .
My brother made us smores the other day and I picked a piece of the marshmallow off and felt bad instantly . I know your'e thinking I'm crazy is was a piece of marshmallow
but I know myself today is would a marshmallow then tomorrow it would be pop then something else. So I'm on a strict no junk at all .
I have goals I want to reach and I'm not gonna reach them if I'm cheating .
It can be hard at times seeing my brother eat something that I really want but I know that pleasure of that food would lead to my disappointment when I step on the scale .
I really want to be 50 lbs down by the time I got vegas in October .
Pray for me guys