Losing Another Part Of Myself

On July 15th ,2014 I lost a piece of my heart .

My daddy , my rock , my world passed away .

It really feels like a bad dream 

like this can't be real 

I miss my daddy so much .

I find myself listening to his voicemails

Just feel like he is still here

Like really !!

This can't be true 

My DADDY gone 

I want my daddy back 

He was the last piece i had left 

The pain I feel is so unexplainable .

I don't even know 

I can't believe I'm writing this 

I really don't know what God's plan is . 

And not questioning it 

But my heart can't take anymore pain . 

Even my daddy and I had so rough patches 

He was my daddy 

My love 

My heart

The #1 man in my life 

I miss you so much daddy 

I love you 

xoxo

Brittany