To Be or Not To Be .... That Is The Question

Seeing this tweet really got me thinking . 

I use to be that girl . Chasing after a boy who didn't really won't her or only called when he was  bored or wanted some 

Yes I said girl , because I am now a woman and thank God I learned from my mistakes 

And it doesn't have to be just romantic relationships it can be for family and friendships. 

I feel if you really  want me around and in your life you would put me there. 

I've gotten to the point in my life where I'm tired of reaching out . 

I feel like I'm always reaching out but there is no one there to grab my hand .

Wanting something that the other person doesn't 

 That never works 

And I hate when people say they're '' BUSY" 

We make time for things and people that are important to us . 

If there is no effort put forward . I don't want to waste my time. 

If I'm the one who is ALWAYS starting the convos via text or phone calls 

And you can't take 2 secs out of your day just to check on me ( that's a problem )

I hate when people say " I was gonna .... " thats just bs to me . 

If you really wanted to connect with me you would have 

Its 2014 there are too many ways to talk to people ( text , call , Facebook , FaceTime , kik , twitter , instagram )  There are too many forms of communication .

Sorry if it seems like I'm bitching all the time . But sometimes I want to be " chased " .

I want to see that you care , that you can put some form of effort in . 

In any relationship ( friendship , relationship , family ) it should be a 50/50 road and when I feel like I'm giving more than I'm receiving ( my time and my heart ) I'm going to slowly pull away and eventually just be done with you . 

But enough of my ranting . 

Goodnight 

Til Next Time 

xoxo 

Brittany